deciding whether or not to be a smoker. I know there are health risks involved, but it gives me something to do with my hands, and helps with my insomnia. It sounds wierd I know, but smoking makes me tired, esp. if I chain-smoke. I'm also still debating whether I should stay with my gf or not. I love her to death, yet I want to date other people. It's confusing. The other thing I'm doing is wondering why I'm not on the Art portal yet. Am I really that bad an artist? honestly? just 1 drawing and i'll be happy people but please, PLEASE put me on the portal! *sobs*.
Kanzer
I don't recommend you to become a smoker. Seriously. I know too much people already that have died of lung cancer.
Lately, people has risen up their expectances when scouting people to enter the Art Portal. Scouters have the heavy responsibility of being banned along with their scouts if those behave incorrecly or do not match the requirements of the Art Portal. Keep drawng, and with practice people will eventually start recommending your work and that'll get you scouted in the end. But things don't happen if you don't work hard enough!
AppleLPfreak
I am working hard! And smoking helps me sleep.